
Lukas has a way of making you feel happy. I don't know if it's his personality or just him being my baby. Well we found out a few months back that my Grandma has melanoma. She did get it removed, but it has spread since and it scares me. When I found out all I could do is cry. Lukas was right there. He didn't understand what was wrong, but he climbed on my lap and played with his car close to me. Nobody on earth knows how long they have here and I guess I should be thankful my Grandma has had a very satisfying and happy life. The Lord only knows how long she has and Lukas and I are going to make sure we make the most of it. We already try to visit weekly, but I think I will try to do extra little things to show her we love her and appreciate her. She is one of those constants in your life that truly are there for you no matter what. I actually have a lot of family that way. I am very blessed and lucky to have such a great family, grandmother, and little boy. He is the one thing my grandma wanted so badly. She would tell me all the time that she wanted a Great Grandchild, and Chris and I were trying. Lukas took us 2 years to conceive. I am so happy I had him and that they are getting to know each other. Little boys are special and tough I must try to be tough too.